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So I started working on this back in junior year, it's been an off and on thing for me, didn't really know what I wanted it to be until I let someone read it. Their reaction wasn't foreseen, they suggested that I should make a book out of it. As a high school student, I laugh at the idea, but as a college student, the idea was spot on. I decide to title it EMO, so here's a brief sample…




 
          Black thoughts are dissolving but no light can be seen through all of the rubbish. Memories are marching throughout my mind, damn, where the hell is the disable replay button. It wouldn't have been this much of a stress if I had read the rules of love. Like hell, such a book wouldn't come to existence, and either if there was one, it'll be a great way to make a quick buck out of hopeful wonders.


          Striding in loneliness with nothing more but a loaded .44. Is this how I picture it happening? No, don't answer, it's a rhetorical question. Where is the land of gold? Why did she do it? Why is this... "Sigh", look at yourself, stop asking, better yet, start demanding! At 18 I assume life would be portrayed like what you'll causally see on a typical high school base movie; drugs, money, sex and partying. Boy have I been sleeping on the electric fence, it was all bullshit.


          High school is like one of those Harry Porter movies, the protagonist has his ups and downs and doesn't like who he is. But because he was surrounded by great friends who are more like family, he was able to do alright. High school is... The same in a way, I lost my train of thought there, I know there was a connection but anyways, I'm not much of a social butterfly so friends? Pretty much limited... Come to think of it, I don't know why I tried to put that together. I've been off my game lately, like putting in only a fraction of time into Black Ops 2. Any gamer would know that is defcon level five gone badly. Yeah, a serious case, when one mind is in this state, there's usually a common reason, a girl. Thus the only subject that can drive one mind insane.